I feel no pain, there is only peace. 

Then why am I so afraid to be vulnerable?

To know peace is to understand that I am safe on this journey.

Yet, to know that the door to my soul has been opened leaves me exposed and afraid.


To open up – to discuss – to expose my heart…I am frightened.

To walk through the open door will change my life’s story.

The door leads to a new direction, a new chapter, a new…what?

The destination is secondary to the knowledge and understanding that tomorrow will never be the same as today.


The door is open and calling to me.

Shall I see where it leads?

Do I trust God’s guidance, strength and promise?

Do I fully accept that tomorrow will bring a ‘new’ that I need not fear?


Yes!  God is there before me.